You surround my heart

I choose to breakaway.
maybe its my intuition that tells me things arent that simple.
and i dont wish to keep it hanging high and dry. the feeling's tormenting.
i dont wish things to turn out this way, trust me.
it hurts me so badly.
i let my emotional took over me when everything ard me just reminds me of you.
i tried to keep myself busy just to avoid myself from thinking abt it, its aint easy.
perhaps, im too egotism. its too late to salvage everything even if i could.
well afterall, i nvr regret having this three yrs r/s of ours.
undoubtly, this is the best out of every r/s that i've ever been through.
i believe, what's mine will eventually be mine. i'll be fine, soon.
i've met the worst, so what's this? :)
im learning to adapt single life style :) no worries, no nothing. living a world of my own.
own no one explanation. do things the way i like. wants entertainment and enjoyment.
i guess overtime, i'll get used to it.

but i've to say, i miss you still