You surround my heart

Still, she will never understand.

What i dislike is pple shouting and nagging at me while im having rest or sleeping. Damn, cant she wait till im awake then say anything or whatever she wants for all i care? Never will she know this fucking spoilt my mood. My attendent arent lousy at all except SW lesson which is 70% & for goodness sake .. its not like i skipped school oftenly like i used to, i have my own & is only this reason for it.

Knowing that i did not have the strength to walk about or to stand long enough for im having pre-cramp. Having the medicines at home yet insisted me to get a MC & her nagging goes on. Just imagine how vexed i felt at that moment. Maybe letting her see that "MC" will make her feel relieved or wad so made a trip to poly clinic. Its long ever since the very last time i stepped in there. Wasted 1 hr+ down there sitting,waiting & enduring the pain but who can i turn to? no one ..

Perhaps i might be at fault as well cause my temper aint good for the past few days. Bf is gonna take all my craps & i felt bad after i realised i shouldnt have said those things to lynette the other day. He isnt as bad as what i described actually. He made me see more of the good in him than the bad ones. The love, care and concern I got from him are priceless. & i can never find someone like him .. Neeway, he's not paying me for typing this. It'd be good if he does that, i'd have typed even more good stuff about him .. i swear. I just felt appreciated somehow.

And i think i cant pretend being nice to someone when i actually dislike the person even if its just alil bit. Sometimes, i'd find myself bickering with one of what one's say or if not i'll stay completely quiet throughout. Being frank, the action itself is good enough to show it all.
After dragging for so long, me and sis intended to go rock climbing course on this sun.Suddenly that doesnt excites me anymore BUT i'll still go as i promised. My eyes are heavy and im gonna complete my accounting those CA papers .. accounting CA on next wk. Biz law mock test on fri .. Rah.

Ytd, so finally .... got to see my girls. Glad that ph is still as cute as ever. Dearie is getting LG Viewty also and its pink. As for yw, everything will be okie .. no worries ~