For the past whole week, wasnt in the right state of mind . Neither am i right now..........
like i have got split personality.
ahhhhhhhh.
wth is wrong with me?
i cant even feel myself anymore ..
guessed i should really learn to take things easily,
if not i'll ended up going to see a shrink.
Surprisingly, im not awaiting for the arrival of my b'dae like i used to in the past.
The old me will be like happily receiving pressie & smilling like i'm the only silly girl in this world. Everything will be planned just as smoothly as i wished to. But it doesnt really matters for right now ....
BAH. What a homely, emo freak i am. zz
hiak. I feel like ......
going for a drink.
having a third bath cause im stink.
eating chocolates & cakes.
finding a job. money makes the world go rounds.
bombing love's no. to wake him up.
finding some patient random people to rant on.
being nice to people whom im close with.
getting back all the things that i lost before/earlier on.
throwing all my clothes away & get new ones.
stuffing something into bro's mouth to stop him from snoring.
sleeping.
.
BYE.