Ivy Ong

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Friday, September 19, 2008



Sinking feeling i've got recently, hopefully it only last for a time being.

Somehow, i wish i could just sit at the beach to admire the night scenery of it.
How relaxing it would be ..
To get rid those irritating negative thoughts of mine. Im confused of what i should do next.
So much that i wish to pour my heart to somebody .. just no idea how to get it started.
Bf do really knows me well enough & knew what im exactly thinking of. He found some changes from the way i treated him ..
he told me that he did sensed my feeling towards him has slightly faded.

Sometimes, i do feel we gave each other too much of freedom till im not that clingy compared to before. It's not a bad thing of being clings to someone always actually.
At least, it shows how much they mean to u ..
& how much exactly u love the person.
It really keep me wondering ..

Im sorry, perhaps all i needed is just alil much attention from u but im yet to gain it.
I dont wish to see us being tear apart.
It just too much that i didnt want to let go any of them ..

I still love him .. & seriously need a hug more then ever.
Gimme some time & i'll be alright ~ (:

.

0kie, my wallet is so much flatter now. =[
Too much spending, gotta control .
Tackey asked me out tonight to sing k but i let it pass.
Supposedly, gym with priscilla today but she couldnt make it ..

Catching up with those ex colleagues of mine on sun ..
Looking forward to go to sentosa next sat celebrate xue lin's b'dae.

What else?? hmmm nothing more ..

Thats it .




With ♥s, lvy
at 7:17 PM